So today I awoke several times in the night, each time finding myself in a warm sweat. waking to the feeling of an evil presents in the room. I feels as though there is something directing the dreams that I have and turning them into uncomfortable one. both of the first two included aimless killing. often in a fairly brutal manner. In each case i was fairly over powered and in a place where everything had gone wrong. like a world where suddenly there was no order.
I also had a dream regarding one of my ex girlfriends in which I met here and she was friendly,but every one around me had something against me and ended again with me putting some one in a very awkward position possibly killing them though i don't remember, and again I woke up to thing horrid Ora.
What I failed to mention before, was that prior to my going to sleep I was giving out very welcoming messages inviting things to come to me to talk and feel that there's a possibility that I invited the wrong kind of thing. only time will tell, but this sleeping problem appears to be a recurring thing. Each time I will awake feeling wide awake, and from what i know you should only dream once you have finished rejuvenating, so I am dreaming way too much way to soon in the night. I am however not tired the following days
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